Living with rubbish all this long
Due to the unbearable messiness in my room, and the promise I’ve been keeping so long that I’ll clean it up during the holidays, I’ve done it both yesterday and today. It took me 2 nights (5 hours) to clean up only 2 parts- my desk, including drawer and my shelves.
What took me so long? Because more than half of my things are RUBBISH and I’ve not clear it for centuries which I think I haven’t been cleaning up for more than half a year. The main point is why are there so many damn rubbish?! I’ve noticed that I’ve this weird and bad, very bad habit. I love to collect things, from postcards (I’ve got over hundred!) to stamps (at least some stamps are valuable) to stickers (there are just too many stickers and I ended up sticking them around my drawer, why on earth did I collect them?) to cards/ envelopes to angpaus (why??? Some are even normal ones you could even get it in pasar malam!) to coins to papers (a very bad habit cause I like keeping all of them to recycle and reuse them) to Arsenal merchandises (not very weird la but quite waste of money, but what to do?). So now you see how I manage to clear up until 4 big plastic bags of rubbish except for Arsenal’s. I think I’ve got this weird thinking last time, and why it took me so long to only notice that those are rubbish?! It’s so so ridiculous like I’m some kind of retard, like to make my drawer pile up with unused stuff. While throwing them away, I kept questioning myself, why on earth do I collect them?? The worst is I don’t even remember keeping them. I think it’s because I like to put them in one place and leave them untouched for centuries but not thinking of throwing them away.
Still there are plenty of places in my room yet to be cleaned. It’s like infinity spaces in my room and rubbish everywhere. It’s true that one of my friend said that she will throw away more than half of my room’s things. I will stop keeping unused things, be more cruel to them, throw them away or donate. I don’t want to live with rubbish!! But I’m giving myself a big clap first for being such a good girl hahaha.
